my front gate 

happy birthday 

from the left : da gu, xiao gu n xiao gu zhang 

cousins n gf n gu zhang 

bck to home for almoz a week already..everything is going smoothly and tis time i feel comfortable n calm staying at home..unlike the laz few months, feels somehow uncomforatable staying at home..heart is grabbed by sth..stil remembered tat day in kuantan, woke up early n rang up the reception to ask whether i wil b able to c the sunrise..well, it happened to b a cloudy day which mean i cannot c the sunrise..nvm, i stil woke up, n woke chea hao up as well..went to the beach alone since chea hao couldnt wake up, n wiven n karmen oso couldnt wake up..without cleaning up myself, i took the room key n my phone down to the beach..the sky was a bit cloudy, bt stil it seemed nt to b a rainy day..i sat on the beach, looking at the sky, the sky was bright bt becoz of the cloud, i was nt able to c the sunrise..sat there until 7am, i told myself, i wanted to wait for the sun,eventhough it might not b the prettiest sunrise, at least i can see the sunrise,it is very important for me to see the sunrise tis time..i waited until 7.15, finali i saw the sun rising from the gloomy cloud..without wasting any time, i took my phone n captured the round n reddish sun..it is beautiful, reali, it is biudidul, i was touched looking at it, sat bck n relax looking at the sunrise..it came a bit late, bt stil it is sunrise, tat's important..after the three years, i saw again, thx...

speaking of yesterday,2nd of june, after the leaving of cheahao.wiven , karmen, i glued my eyes on the tv for almoz 16 hours without resting..keep watching the drama, it is nice n cant b denied it is funny..noone stop me, so i continued watching til nite..online a while n i slept at 11 sth..wow, so early, healthy ifestyle..

today, 3rd of june, all my aunties and uncles came bck to celebrate my aunt's 50th birthday..wow, so faz, my auntie which i stayed together wif in kl has oredi turned into 50 years old tis year..actuali quite happy, coz during chinese new year, we re nt able to eat even a meal together, wt a shame..tough my uncle's family went to kulai today, couldnt make it to the dinner, it's ok coz i dun mind since he doesnt wan to do so..the dinner was at 6.30pm, n everybody made it there right on time..except my stupid bro has only waken up at tat time..nvm, juz keep the bone n leftover for him...tok alot during the meal, n for ur information, all my aunts tok in a very rude way which i more accustom to since i was borned..haha..such a long long time i din assimilate myself into such a conversation, the feel is much more better than the courtesy in my life..after the dinner, went bck to my home to settle the birthday cake at home..ha, my aunt is so manja tat asked my gu zhang to feed her the cake..50 years old, nt bad wt, n of course i gota b the camera man..n today, for the first time in my life, i took a pic together wif my elder n younger bro..unfortuantely, i din bring bck my camera, the pic is taken by my cousin..cant gt it right now..wil upate soon..

erm, tat's only family, a happy family nt only consists of my own family, bt oso other families as well..if all of us care the bonding between families, then tat's good, if cant, then it's too bad..my sis-in-law wasnt here juz now, obviously sth is going to happen soon..hope it can turn out good..actuali wt is marriage for?for the daily quarrel movie updates?two ppl can marry each other easily, bt it is hard to maintain the marriage..10 marriage 8 are failed around me..it sucks..bt it is juz makan taufu for me, nth to b sad about..

tired edi, let's sit down for a while.. 

good posing.. 

even height..hehe... 

lucky draw? 

huey sun n me..claimed her as darlie because of her dark skin accentuate the white teeth.. 

wt a pose,become stronger,can withstand ch's heavy load.. 

leong hoo n me..looks like a child..take care leong hoo out there.. 

this is a nice pose..can feel the warmth amidst the cool weather in genting.. 

sunway pyramid..nice outing... 

a long time ago pic..taken during laz year scol anniversary if without mistaken... 

i like tis pic... 

went bck to tangkak on saturday after staying overnite at qin ai de's hse the nite be4..took bus, went to the same place i hav been used to in these five years, or perhaps six years..12.30pm, the bus set off. i slept in the bus all the way to tangkak, then only i woke up n rang up my mum to fetch me..after bathing, went out for lunch i tot wif my dad, n along wif his fren, business partner, mr goh, a smart n successful business man..chattig wif him once a while, n he said, make sure u study well, ur dad is proud of u..well, these words weighed on my heart n oso my shoulder..dun u wana study medicine?he asked.' i havent decided, i asnswered wif a the manner of uncertainty..well, i tried to avoid toking bout tis, n kept eating my food..after eating, i went to the cd shop nez to the restaurant and gt myself a stack of cd, simply rent a drama series to spend my weekends..10 episodes, i tot it wil b enuf for me..once gt home, my grandma called me up to fetch her in sagil, she was there for the preparation of my relative's wedding.15 minutes drive from my hse, i drove alone there. being called to say hi to all the uncle auntie tat i duno how to called them wif..once stepping into the hse, tat is the hse tat i used to stay since my first day to tis world.i felt unfamiliar wif the environment there...the first person i saw was my gu zai, i duno how to name her, bt i remembered i saw her only twice or thrice only..then i followed my grandma to the kitchen, all the gu1 po2 which i was ordered to call them were looking at me..'he is?'i can sensed tat they couldnt recognize me.."ah gui4 ah?"i was like, so paise, i m ah sien la, nt ah gui..'ok, ah sien, is he the one who followed us to penang laz time?'one of the elder tok to my grandma..i was like, gona fainted, tat one was ah gui la( my younger bro), nt me..finali, after repeating so many times, htey finali gt to noe me..i think around four to five older relatives there.they are in their seventies of average..they kept toking about me, said i looks like my grandpa(though i never saw my grandpa),especially the eye brow, however i look fair, my grandpa was famous of his dark skin..n bla bla bla..i was sitting there, being treated wif a can of cocacolan listened to them toking about their youth time..well, actuali a gang of old folks sitting there toking n enjoying their memories is such a pleasant matter for them.i could sense my grandma's happiness..after a while, we left..all the others relatives said to my grandma "wah, ah sien can drive edi, can fetch u here n there, grow up edi, u re so xing fu,ur grandson fetch u from here,(they conversed in hakka, tok so loud, when i tok, they barely can hear me)..well, perhaps, grandson fetch grandma n xiao jing grandma is a kind of happiness for all the elders.they din request much, juz tat the youngers can respect n love them..actuali their way of thinking is juz tat simple,or perhaps,when u gt older, u wouldnt wan much, bt juz the simplest life..after getting home, i started to watch my drama..my mum was wathcing wif me..sitting there, eyes sticked to the tv screen, i din speak any words, n juz kept watching the tv..after dinner i kept watching, until i felt sleepy n went to bed..the nez morning, woke up early, n was asked to attend the wedding function of my relatives.i rejected, i never like to attend such function..went to melaka wif my mum n bro..tok a lot wif my mum in the car, tok alot, bt i juz couldnt tell out the things i reali wan to tell..forgt it..'ur dad is getting older n older, n start to care bout the family, sons n wtsoever,"if can come bck more often, dun wait until we re nt here only regret." of course i noe very well about all these..n i try to fill up the gap tat i hav been building up within tis five years..a lot of things happened, bt i oculdnt reali settled them well..i nit ur support,my own parents' support, though i dun seem like i nit all these..

today is chong chong's birthday..17th birthday..sick birthday boy, take care..duno whether anot hav the chance to celebrate wif u later..anyway, happy birthday..

Happy Birthday 虫虫!!!!

starting off the day with a plate of nasi lemak in cabana..it is either cabana or old town for my breakfaz..ok, went to scol as usual..the first person i met today was ram, he was sitting on the staircase, and i was like sort of duno how shud i greet him, oways tat blur..finali,he laughed and of course, i replied his smile..since when i duno how to reali greet a person..well, tok bck, ram was sudenli broke the silence by the words : hey, vylin was juz joking yesterday, dun take it serious.. " yes, i noe la, i m nt tat dumb, hehe.." well, speaking of tat, it was a long story, forgt it..entered the clazroom, oh, all of them are burying their head on the maths paper..aih, wt shud i do?ha, went to the toilet, and walk along the the aisle, well, nth to c early in the morning, cant help, turned bck to the clazroom..bio teacher was coming in, and of course, i heard her voice before i could c her as usual..the lesson started, i think juz right after the first ten minutes of the lesson, a question was address to me to answer, well, i admitted, i was yawning at tat time, n unfortunately seen by her..nvm, i was able to answer..y i oways so lucky being called by her..i oso wonder y..speaking of the maths test today, i did damn suck u noe, i couldnt finish the paper, juz bcoz of a 3, a figure tat i overlooked, i had to redo the question, n as a result, i couldnt finish my fourth question..nvm, forgt it..during english claz, the niao3 ren2 han wei did a veli insufferable thing beside me..well, first of all, he came in the said, "c i so good, buy u sth to eat." well, i reali saw the plastic bag of kiosk.mistrusted him, he then showed me the PEANUT BUTTER BISCUIT..well, purposely did it...nt only tat, he summore ate beside me during the entire esl claz..purposely shown me the action of eating,since he knew tat i was damn hungry..jean said: eh, if u eat one piece of the biscuit,i wil meet one of ur request..shit, i won do tat, hold my principe firmly,wahaha..asia cafe for lunch..went for the last lesson..before tat, i offended huey sun..she was telling me tat she played basketball ( i forgt the beginning part of the story tat leads to tis topic), then i was like, eh, aimed at her head, and said" hey, the basketball is even bigger than ur head"..ops, she was like, jean,voonsien bullied me..jean was then said"eh, y bullied my huey sun , then i said" cannnot izit?" replied" can can"..well, ah sun pissed off n i think shud b jia jia angry..sorry ya, i was juz kidding..i think she is going to bang me gao gao..hehe, nice sentence...and ivan, dun call me cartoon zai..and i m not racoon oso meili...

the one on the right is viola..cant reali c tat she is a girl.. 

ha, tis is viola's cup of tea..viola pretendto b a guy n stay in the guy's hostel..he is her roommate whom she falls for him after a while.. 

in the toilet, the three girls fight with each other, yelling until the guests outside can all hear.. 

haha, another show recommended..she's the man, a damn funny show... 

eight below, a very captivating n tears-earning show.. 

the laz six dogs left after around 200 days isolated in antartica 

maya, a veli smart dog, and is a very humanize dog.. 

the main character taking pic wif all the dogs 

maya was reluctant to leave the other dog alone there... 

maya is ordered to save the dr from drowning..