Kings Cross

Living in the city, i should definitely make full use of the fact that everywhere is within walking distance from my place, Kings Cross in this case. It's a 15 minutes walk from my place to the well-known Kings Cross.

What's it famous for? Initially it's known as the "Red Light DIstrict" where prostitution is everywhere along the street. But nowadays everyone is thronging there for its bar, club and strip clubs.

So after dinner on a Friday night, Jason and I had a walk there as our after-dinner-activity. Apparantly we were not there for clubbing, neither were we for a drink. he had never been there, so it's just a brief tour. Why am i explaining so much here?lol.

It took more than 15mins to walk there as we had just had our dinner and the overstuffed stomach restrained our moving and we had to make it slow. As we saw the big CocaCola advertisement board, we were relieved as it's the signficant landmark of where we were- Kings Cross.

Strolling along the street, it's still quiet, considering that it's only 8pm. The peak hour for clubbing is basically after 10pm. we walked past lots of bar, club, adult bookshop and of course the strip clubs.

Here the fun part had come.

We were walking past a strip club where the guard man asked us for ID. so i thought he was something like casual cop (too much drama!!!), so i showed him mine. and jason showed his as well. After he had seen it, he then talked to us
"Come on in, we have the live show!"
We just walked away, having him chasing after us and didn't seem to give up. we couldn't be bothered and walked down the street.
The same thing happened when we passed by another strip club. The guard men acted like prostitutes, sugartalked the passers-by to go in and "have fun".

i then talked to Jason,
"just tell them "i am gay, no point of going in" "

Jason stared at me for a moment and bounced me back with a question,
"what if he says this is a gay strip club"

i was stunned by the question for a moment, and continued being the crappy me,
"tell him "i have somebody at home to give me a live show, i don't want to pay to get in there"

Jason faked the smile to tell me " what else can i say?"

I couldn't help but wonder, why are we the target? there were plenty of people walking on the street, but why, why were we the target but not them at that time? Do we particularly look like we are going through spermiation or ovulation or whatever it's called and portrayed it through our horny look? Well, the only answer for this that i could figure out was that WE ARE TEENAGERS!~~

Teenagers are the phase which people refer to as the "curious and rebellious and "party" gang. if you don't drink and not get drunk, if you don't give away your "first sex", then you are not considered as a "real" teenager. How true is that?

At the age of 13-15, we fancy about getting drunk. we downed the first shot of alcohol, we talked about sex and giggled throughout the talk.
At the age of 16-18, some people might have their first sex intercourse while some are looking forward to it when they listened to their friends showing off their experiences, we still go out partying alot, drinks, hang out with mates, become so ignorant that our parents are trying to ground us at home by all means.
At the age of 19, which is the last but precious year of being a teenager, we act as if we are almost graduated from the "teenager's-fun-and-adventurous course" and called ourselves the experienced one. We tend to pick on the younger generation which are going through the stage that we thought we have all been through not realising that we actually are still going through the same stage as theirs. we are still going out on party, stay up late, drinking, clubbing all sort of thing.

frankly speaking, i don't know which stage i am currently in. i don't fancy drinking, i don't like clubbing though i don't mind going, i don't feel like getting drunk, i don't smoke, what the hell a teenager am i? should i not be enjoying my adolescence? why am i not into it?

maybe i have had enough(it's very unlikely) or i am just so sick of it?!!!!........