sometimes i juz dun understand girls...a lot of things can happen among the girls tat will not happen among guys...wt is actually the diff between girls n guys?y izit so much difference between yet we re stil called people or human either or in layman's term homosapien altogether...actuali mistakes,misunderstand, faulty, jealousy, self-conceited and even ppl's never-meant-to-bt-juz-unconsciously created-juz-to-makes-everything-perfect-lie would wrack chaos in our life...

everything is caused by me..i shud hav done the right thing at the right time n let everything goes well at the right situation..i noe eveything well, i planned all the thing well, i foresee everything clearly, and yet i never expect things wil come to tis step..ppl might think, how useless a guy is, how timid a guy is to shoulder all the things, to do the right thing tat is such an easy job for others..courage, frankly speaking, i dun hav and i hate to force myself to gather it..mayb, i shudnt have appeared, then everything wil not b in such a way..i stay calm at all situation, bt i m selfish, i din make everyone around me oso stay calm at the same time..i hurt ppl, i hurt ppl tat is hurt by the ppl i hurt..ha, i reali think i shud hav stayed in tangkak n being a tangkak guy with my parents bt not the society which sounds more n more unsuitable for me as the time grow...ppl around are juz too diff to catch, i din mean to catch, coz i think i dun hav to..a lot of things a lot cases happen around me, bt definitely nt on me,that ppl wil do the thing tat they are not intend to do so..sometimes it's juz out of curiosity, sometimes it's juz undefinable..when two ppl stay together, a lot of things wil happen..suspicious, n so n so juz becoz everyone cares themselves more than anyone..there is only one reason, juz to protect ownself, reali pathetic..everything is forgivable, for me at least, juz depends on how we take the case..every minutes when we re toking to a ppl. we dun reali noe who is tat ppl actuali we re toking to...当你没有私心的时候，你就是个快乐的人。

tok bck, i juz wan my frens around to stay happy no matter wt things had happned on them..frens are frens, if u dun feel like to appreciate, dun even tok to each other, makes thing easier, if not one of them or both of them wil become tools, bt not frens..reali sounds pathetic la to compete tis to compete tat..afterall, u wil sit there n look bck, n eventually, u wil giv it a smile.."wasai, how silly i m to do so!"..dun put up mask to b a ppl, everyone has their own faces, come in nature, no nit to cover la..if anyone of u nit it, tell me, i buy u ultraman or shin chan's mask, look nicer wt..( dun misinterpret my sentence oh!!!) anything can b decipher in many version..

mum, i reali find u cute la, nez time i wil share wif u wt i have learned in kl..dad, though u look emotionless, bt u re stil nice, FATHERLY, hehe, i wil tok more wif u nez time, tell u a joke la..

当你能沉着帮别人解决问题，也能够沉着帮自己解决问题，你就没问题了。

Ha, time to sleep, raining sommore, so nice to sleep..good nite…